wishing.

this is me right now.

there's alot of things i wish for:

• first of all, intimacy..although i haven't had sex in months, i just wish to be intimate with someone. talking about silly things in bed, kissing, holding hands, cuddling.
• someone to appreciate me
• my own home to make my own

and its funny, i have guys tell me all the time: "i'm sure you're get alot of attention." or "i'm sure you there's a million guys out there who would love to love you."

but that's not the case.

there's a million guys out there who would love to hook up with me. i'm a fun girl.

i want more.